excited excited.

friday will be one of the best days ever, and i am not afraid to say that.

yes, i'm nervous just a tad, but the excitement is overwhelming that feeling greatly.

i can't wait to say that i've met a youtuber.

oh, you say? i'm meeting hannah (inasmalltown50). at the mall. five minutes from my house.

i'm so excited. we've been talking about this for a few weeks now, and we finally have the official times and such. 

i don't think i've ever been this excited in my life.

^_^

LOL I'm so emo.

so sad to say this.

but i miss my youtube friends a lot.

yeah, i know i still talk to them.

but i feel so like, out of touch.

i feel like i'm being left behind.

all we gotta lose

is more than you assume. 

we alway fall farther

than the last man's fumes.

i'm in photography one, 

where i seem to normally write my blogs. 

i'm not sure why, really. 

as you see, i just took that photo.

possibly five minutes ago? 

i'm not sure anymore, but i like it.

i don't get to do anything awesome today.

which fails, since i was going to be going to the zoo

and sleeping over there with marie

and the rest of the church.

it was going to be epic.

but since i'm grounded, i cannot. 

nor can i go to abby's birthday party

and see twilight. 

but that's what i get when i break the rules.

michael is really funny.

he's the guy in the photo

 to your right.

we're sitting next to each other.

and he's looking at 

some wicked photos.

while i'm writing this blog.

we're weird kids i know.

i mean, he almost ate me. LOL.

so, i'm really really really proud

of Leah. (LCSSings)

she got the partnership

she's been trying to get.

claps for leah. 

yeyyyyy! 

yeah, this was pointless.

xoxo - bridget

ps. photography blogs ftw.

i'm a heart-broken, lonely, little lady.

not really, but i think you get my point.

I really don't want to be at school, it's really boring, but it's the only place where I can sit and do my own thing, like update twitter, talk to people, and etc. It's less strict here because my parents aren't around to dictate me. But, I think the only thing I'll update at home until I'm ungrounded is twitter. I might possibly be on MSN at seven CST time, if I can get on. That's only so I can talk to Adam and whoever else decides to get on. I have to be mega careful from now on though. I got caught in Cade's blogtv room yesterday. I was telling Sarah how I couldn't be there, and I got caught. (Sorry to everyone I randomly got off on) 

I think I'm going to go to the writing club meeting tonight, so I can be away from my parents just a bit longer than usual. It'll make me feel less attacked on. Then I can upload photos and do some work and etc. 

Ohohoh, you want to see this dress I want? It's from the 1950s. (I had to look it up for my next video.)

I think it's a gorgeous dress. I'm not sure about you, but it's lovely to me. 

The bell rings in six minutes. Isn't that lovely. I have two more mods today, and one more class. I'm open next, and then Mass Comm last. We're making a commercial in Mass Comm, so that'll go up on YT too. Oh, Youtube, I miss you. I need to ask someone to make a video for me on there and be like, hey, she's grounded, and etc. I can't watch it unless I can find a good proxy that is not blocked by the school. So, someone who wants to do that, you rock. 

I'll probably talk to Adam or Vivien tonight about it. Possibly Wit if she's online. I can't talk to Chago, I'm away from skype, not like he'd do it anyway. I can't really talk to Leah either, which really sucks. D:! I miss Lele. 

Imma go and...I'm not sure what I'm going to do. Possibly write NaNo which I'm know I'm not going to complete, but I'm going to do it on my own time. I'm just at a part I really don't want to describe.

xoxo- Bridget

ps. i miss skype.

dammit, go away.

you're getting on my nerves.

you disrupt my daily life.

i hate you with a passion

of a thousand fiery suns.

(old photos for the lose)

this cough as been getting on my nerves so much! i barely can catch my breath in sports skills because of it. i really hate it. it hurts when i cough. jordyn told me to get it checked out at the doctor again, since last time they only said it was a viral infection.  thank god my mum is going to call the doctor's office today to set up an appointment. that way i can get rid of this inane cough and possibly get rid of whatever is on my finger. (i think it's cartilage that just kept growing). 

blech. this week kinda really sucks. one, i'm grounded, which i shouldn't complain because i totally deserve it. on saturday, (i know wtf) i was up on the computer much after i was supposed to be off it, plus, i went and had turned it back on after my dad had turned it off. i knew it was a bad idea, but why i did it, i'm not sure. adrenaline rush, maybe? 

but then i guess yesterday, my mum says that my sister had saw that i was on facebook at 2am. which is kind of weird...because i was sleeping then. i distinctly remember going to bed at like midnight. but my mum didn't believe me and says now i have to delete my facebook.

yeah..not looking forward to that. i might make a new one, with an alias name so no family can find me. it's a good idea, i suppose.

anyway, i've been having youtube dreams lately. latest one was with cade, kimmi, and toddly. it was really weird. i really am going to be behind on youtube video watching after i get ungrounded. i am really getting behind in the socialness with the youtube friend group. i can't get on skype, so i'm lacking speak. :( 

oh god, and i feel like this grounding is rehab for my youtube, skype, blockles addiction. 

but yea. whatever. 

xoxo-bridget.

ps. don't be like me.

my wild mouse named mario.

ahh, i just love carlo. this book is seriously weird. i don't want to really read it. in actuality i'm on page 127. i got bored with it, so i threw the book down, got online, and then partied a bit with my awesome made up instrument i made in like, sixth grade. i've finally decided to pick the book up again and skipped to page 233. now i'm on 235, and blogging.

did i happen to mention i actually should have this book already done? and that i have to write an in-class essay first thing tomorrow morning (first mod) about this book? o.o;; i'll surely be up all night reading. if i am dead tomorrow, folks, i'm sorry. 

i'm a train wreck and i'm sorry about that. i wish i could get my life under control. i promise i will do my work this week. well, i shouldn't promise anything. i never do listen to my promises and i never follow through. oh yeah, sorry about that too. 

"''Make this last attempt, I beg you in the name of Italy. I should come and die with you.' Fuck the name of Italy. Fuck the generals who never come and die with you. Fuck your confidence and your mendacious promises of reinforcements. Fuck your defeats which you snatch from the jaws of victory. Fuck this frivolous war we did not want and do not understand." (Bernières 116)

blech. i feel bad for carlo. he almost committed suicide because his love died in battle from white death or whatever. (carlo is homosexual btw). and i guess from reading some stuff, that he meets the captain corelli and falls in love with him..but he likes pelagia...who used to love mandras...who has glass legs now? i'm not even sure. i'm not going to get into it.

i'm sure that's good for now.

xoxo -bridget

ps: i want a pet mouse and name it mario.

here and now, it's time for celebration

gotta scream and shout

(scream and shout)

because all our dreams

have no limitations

that's what it all about!

okay, yeah, new blog.

sue me.

i couldn't care less.

and here come the currently's:

current music taste:

i'm really digging Paramore all over again <3

current book reading:

stupid corelli's madolin >_>

current obsession:

oh my, probably my nanowrimo o.o

current word count:

6093!!

current love:

you.

i've had nothing to blog about lately. nothing super exciting as been going on. i was going to see john green on sunday but now i have no ride, so there is no way my friends and i will be able to see him.

i really do love my sister and nephew, but do they really have to come the weekend when i could be meeting my first youtubers, yet alone one of the most amazing authors ever?

screw that. i would walk there if i really had to....wait, i can't. damn long distances.

but oh well, i'll be meeting hannah (inasmalltown50 1/2) over thanksgiving. she's coming here! like seriously, no joke. i first thought it was a serious prank on me, but nope! she's coming here. and what's even crazier, is that she'll be like, less than five minutes away! not joking at all there! i'm super excited, cause we'll party it up at the mall. the mall that the von maur shooting happened at. YEAH. i live five minutes away from the shooting at the mall that made world wide news. What now!

i can't wait until summer. not at all. georgia will be a blast. i'm pretty sure it's official that i'm going now. i just don't know exactly when. i hope i'll be there when zach and leah are both there. i'll be muy deprimida if they aren't. but either way, i'll get to stay with my cousins! i haven't seen them in ages.

i'm kind of wondering how i'll get my aunt convinced to let me see zach or leah without having the whole youtube talk from her. (i'd rather not hear it again, i've gotten it plenty.) i could lie and say they are friends from school who happen to be down there at the same time? it happened in summer 07, so yeah.

buggah, i shouldn't worry about it now. summer is a whole semester away.

i think that's good for a first blog.

xoxo- bridget ily.

ps: you all lost the game.